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Dietary Changes Part: 2

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  When I was in high school, during my second year, I found myself eating more fried foods and drinking more milk than usual. I thought it was okay, not the healthiest, but what school provides healthy food? They love promoting it, but they don’t necessarily enforce it. Everyone was fine eating it, so what could go wrong? I was eating spicy fried chicken sandwiches and cheese-stuffed pizza, and I learned that dipping them in ranch or blue cheese tasted good. I drink chocolate milk, and on Fridays, I treat myself to ice cream. The year before was exciting, my grades were great, and everything seemed new and exciting. Sophomore year became the opposite. I didn’t understand why, but it was like flipping a coin. Everything was exciting, but everything was boring; topics were not interesting, the teachers were even pissy and annoyingly difficult. On top of everything I was dragging. I felt so fogged up. As if I could sleep all day. My case manager saw what was going on with my cla...
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Brain Fog

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  In my last post, I talked about having to deal with a fogged-up mind, static thoughts, and feeling disconnected from socializing with others. Want to connect with people while having no idea how to open up to others. In this post, I'm going to talk about one of the major things that helped me open up to others and be able to become more social other than horseback riding. The summer just before my soft-more year of high school I stayed with my Grandmother for a couple of weeks in Tennessee. During my stay, I was provided with southern food (comfort food, as they called it), more than what I was used to, along with a glass of milk with every breakfast. Beforehand I didn't drink much milk, but for some odd reason, this new routine got me to drink more milk and eat more yogurt. My Mother didn't think much of it, she was pleased that I started doing this, since milk is healthy for you after all. For years my Mother tried to get me to gain weight since throughout my en...
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Living in My Own World

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       I ask that you keep an open mind. This is one of those things that is difficult for me to explain and open up to others. It's one of those things where I've tried to explain and get nothing but confused looks or reactions from family and friends, or accused of being simply crazy from others. Originally I wanted to do a podcast but then reminded myself how much of a difficult time I have verbally explaining things to people whether it's because it just sounds bizarre, and someone will ridicule me for it simply because I'm very literal and they take it the wrong way or don't understand and their response doesn't make sense and throws me off. For example, I was in Atlanta one night working on a film project, and down the road across the street I noticed what looked like a woman walking down the sidewalk and then out of no were stops and just starts dancing. It was so random to me that I had to tell someone about it. So I told one of my coworkers wandering w...
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